kwikloses

So here we are, approaching the final 60 days prior to my wedding and boy oh boy are things getting exciting……………….and stressful………………….and interesting, to say the least. I think we (my mom, mostly) has everything under control, but I can’t help but get stressed out too. I’m still trying to find a balance between work, wedding planning, gym, studying, etc etc etc. Ouch, my head hurts.

I hope to be able to take a new hold of the phrase, “let go, let God.” But I can be such a dang control freak… ha! Oh, the joy of admitting it. I hadn’t been sleeping well for the past 2 ish weeks, so I took a week off from the gym and stuck just to going for a run after work to give myself more time to sleep. It seems to have gotten better and I think I will start at the gym again, tonight. I haven’t done a weigh in in a bit and I am nervous about that too…

Then the big stressor… Today I came to the realization that I might not make it home for my wedding… Depending on weather, days/flights available, etc, my wedding could be a challenge. I have been laughing off this theory for the past 6 months, and now suddenly it has hit me upside the back of the head. And it hurts… All I can do is hope everything lines up accordingly for me. But on a lighter note, I bought the book, Tuesdays with Morrie. WOW. I LOVED it. very interesting, thought provoking, and passionate book. Can’t stop thinking about how good it was. I strongly recommend it to all.Have a wonderful day, friends.~K